I found the P is a 56 page black and white handbook on making art, finding inspiration and fighting doubt and despair. It is finally finished and available for sale now. It includes 18 black and white illustrations that showcase my work from the past three years.
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I found the P is almost entirely hand written in my writing and thus is difficult to read at times. A print version will be available at some point in the near future.